this thing called love…
love… thats something i never really knew the capacity of until recently, as in…. the past 2 or 3 years and its so much bigger than anything i could have ever imagined. before that it was always like, the love you have for the person you get married to… love is so much more than that. my God is THE love. the real kind, the kind that can’t go away and the kind that never leaves and fills you up so completely you couldn’t ever imagine being filled with anything else or letting anything else fall onto anyone you come in contact to besides that love. i had to fear that love not being there to find what it really is, and its my God. my Father in Heaven that loves me deeper than the ocean and higher than the stars in the sky and wider that the east is from the west… oh MAN. and the more i learn and know and experience this love the more of it i have in me for each person God sets in my path. and coming to the realization that… that love is God in me loving them, because He is the birth place of love, the place where it came into exitstance, so all of it MUST come from Him, so my love for these people is Gods love in me for them.. and Him using me to show them how much He loves them and how precious they are to Him, and that any love i have from anyone else is also God’s love in them showing me how He loves me… that pure kind of love that He for some reason lets us have a taste of and even more than that… showing me how He loves by loving people through me and letting me experience it that way. i love loving and i’m a person with many limitations. Gods love is limitless, no boundaries no distractions no wrong motives… pure unrelenting unstoppable fierce and bigger than a tidal wave love… coming down on us each and every day of our lives. and thats not even scratching the surface of this thing called love…. but its enough to put me completely in awe of it
