as if… in the first place

February 11, 2006

mudholes…

i guess its a paradox thats attributed to the human condition, but with all the beauty i have before me - everything thats offered to me every day of my life byt the Creator of heaven and earth, i still choose to go sideways a take a dip in the mud - its beyond me why we do this - why i do it… completely beyond me. i was singing the other night at church and it was the most amazing thing ever - i could have died right then just to be Home… it would be nice to see my Jesus and be done with the rest of it - have everything corrupted and tainted by the fall just disappear - it would be LOVELY in fact…. but i’m here!! and He’s got me here!!! so i’m just praying make it!! and living on the promise that i will :)

just a little fun…

you gave me joy, this morning
you gave me joy, today
i woke up this morning and i saw snow on the ground
though i dont like the cold it was nice to have around
it made Your Light dance all over me
this light is something to be found
it makes the dark in me fall and now i’m not bound
You fill me with Your love
once again i’m reminded of who you are
and from what i see around me i know You can’t be far
just like the snow covered trees… dress me with purity
you gave me joy this morning
you gave me joy today
you give me joy every morning
you give me joy every day :)

February 3, 2006

leviticus

leviticus is pretty boring… a pretty hard book to get through. i have one of those bibles that has you reading through tht bible everyday eventually getting through the whole thing… i’ve had it for a couple years and each time everyday completely totally realates to my life.. in a ver personal way. it pretty much amazes me but through leviticus… one would think there isn’t a whole lot to relate to, lots of rules, lots of sacrifices… lots of penalties.. chapters and chapters of hypothetical situations and some really pretty harsh punishments that left me thinking “WHAT??” but thats God, His ways are higher than mine, and after all of those horrible things theres always a “but” and God remembers His convenant and assures the people He won’t ever forget it. through reading it this time… just getting through it… God has taught me a lot about Himself. a lot about discipline, being willing to do it even if each word isn’t putting a beautiful picture in my head… even that is part of our story. it makes the new testament make more sense. it explains why Jesus had to die.. why it was so difficult for the people to believe Him, how RADICAL of a change He was presenting to these peoples lives. they’re whole lives were lived by regulations, like some map they had to follow every day… a list. haha! a list of life! but that was it, and Jesus conquered it all and declared them free… no longer slaves to the law, and reading leviticus… they were definately slaves to some major laws!!! and Jesus replaced that. thats huge!!! and had i not gone through pages and pages and pages of those laws.. i wouldn’t have realized that, and now its painting pretty pictures in my head :) God can use the most seemingly mundane things to trigger an explosio in our hearts. :) its pretty nice.. numbers starts today! i bet thatll be amazing too!!!






















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